Holy Smoly. Our School Softball team is nuts... well, see.. our coach decides to not cut anyone... so our team has approxiately 20 people. I think this is the most stupidess thing ever. I don't understand why
she isn't cutting anyone... especially when half of those girls have NO clue how to play in the first place.
this is sad... really sad. Our first game in on tuesday.. and on wednesday we have an all day tournament.

Today is my dad's birthday.. we went out for chinese food at magic wok.
happy b-day daddy!

I'm sick! wah. i have laryngitis. this sucks.
i didn't go to school today... and neither did steph! cause she's sick too! so i wasn't all alone.
i went to my rapist doctor. ahhh.
but i got some antibiotics... so... that's good.
i hope i get better soon.
i can't go to baseball practice tonight either. =(

So for some really strange reason, i couldn't sleep last night... and i got up at 7:00 this morning. it happened to vanessa and tanya too!!! lol. maybe it's because of jet lag...

My throat really hurts. =( i think i'm dying from foot and mouth disease. wah. when we got off the plane we had to disinfect our feet on this carpet soaked with some chemical thingy. it made my shoes all sticky and gross. what if i really do have foot and mouth?!? AHHHHH

Today i had baseball practice... well it was suppose to be an exhibition game, but it changed into a practice because the other team didn't show up. it's sooo nice and hot here... i love it! i think i got a tan already! LOL.

London time : 4:30 AM
Toronto time : 11:30 PM
I'm BACK! and i'm sooo freakin tired. i don't even know why i'm still up... i have been up for a loooooong time now. in the past 36 hours.. i've only slept for like 3 hours. so basically i've been up for 33 hours.
I wish that i was still in London. man, we had such a GREAT time... probably the best time ever! Swedish boys are HOT! well.. one of them was at least... =) the other one i met was a jerk.
and TOM.. aww he was such a cutie!!!
well i'm really tired.
no more typing.
must sleep.
night.

i'm leaving... on a jet plane (once again)
don't know when i'll be back again (2 weeks LOL)

the countdown is on... 7 hours till i go to the airport. i'm still not that excited yet.. i don't know why.
i just finished packing my clothes, food and music stuff... and later i'll pack my carry on. i'm going to try to do homework when i get there... but i doubt i will...

yesterday i got my pictures back from souldecision... oh and jesse looks soo good.. for the pic... go to http://jaxs.topcities.com/jaxsandjesse.jpg
He looks a little bit rashy... but he really isn't.. it's just that he was really red that day.
my trevor pic didn't come out good.... but dave did!!! yay

We had our farewell concert tonight... It went pretty well. Nicole got on TV. and mr. J introduced us to his "special friend" AWWW. how cute.. 4 more days!! AHHH! that's scary! it's coming sooo fast!
So i've only achieve one of my goals so far... Bio 12 test... which i FAILED. argh. i hate bio.
Today Jesse from ID emailed me again! aww!! i love him soooo much!!! he's only 2 years older than me...
and YES. it's REALLY JESSE.. not some fake person. TRUST ME.
WOohoo.. no more band till we go to britain.. SCORE. my mouth is already extremely sore. i don't think i can play 9 songs in a row... i can't even play 5 songs in a row! LOL
well.. time for some ENGLISH!

So much to do.. so little time...
here's what i have to finish this week before i leave...
Bio - unit 12 test + 13 lab. Math - unit 14. English Midterm and Unit 5. Food and Nutrition - Unit 17. Gym - volleyball units.

AHH!! stress... i can't take it... but i must finish it.. or else i'll be very screwed when i come back.
anyways.. so yesterday i check my email and Jesse from ID emailed me!! ohh. u have to see this guy. he is reaaaaaaally sexy... babelicious! lol. anyways.. he just said how it was nice how i met him that day.. stuff like that! AWW.. he actually emailed me.. what a cutie!!

Mr. Cuschieri made my day... he was telling me and racs about his "lifeguard" stories.. haha. we cracked up for HOURS!