i can't believe i'm leaving today... i'm ACTUALLY leaving.
and i still don't think it has really hit me yet...
i still have to pack
the only thing in my suitcase right now is my clarinet and 5 pairs of pants. lol.
well. i guess i should continue packing..... i'll probably update my blog when im there....
HAVE A GOOD EASTER EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'll miss you all!

hmmmm....

Girls are like apples on trees. The best ones are at the top of the tree. The boys don't want to reach for the good ones because they're afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead they just get the rotten apples that are on the ground, that aren't as good, but easy. So the apples at the top think that there is something wrong with them, when in reality, they are amazing. That is why we just have to be a little patient and the right boy, the one who takes a chance to find the good, right apple, will come someday...

my goal when i am in munich, germany is to find the exact same location where i was when i was 4, and take a picture of myself now in the same place.... think it's possible?? i hope so. it would so UBER cool.
these are the 2 places that i've found pictures of me and my mom and i really really hope i'll be able to go there.... i even checked out the tour itinerary.. and it says we'll be travelling to these places! WOOP WOOP!!!

*note* those are 2 different pictures..... lol.

-one chem midterm to go.... and then i'm all good....-well actually i still have a lot of stuff that i should do before i leave
-leaving in 6 days..... that's right.. 6!!!! ahhhhh!!!
-so my mom is scared because the suitcase i'll be carrying to germany/austria has an american flag on it. so she's going to go find a big patch of something to cover it up. lol.. silly mom.
-im so jealous of a certain someone who recieved one of the nicest b-day gifts EVER! sigh.......
-yesterday was fun... another crazy adventure at p-mall with moopoo
-craving for john mayer... mmmmmmmmmm

drove down to the ILC to submit unit 3 today.... well actually.. i didn't drive..... and let me just tell you.. how i almost had a HEART ATTACk.. geeeeeeeeeeeez!! it was funny when we had the sunroof open and drove under a bridge... and then nasty bridge water splattered on steph. teehee.
thinking that shopsy's was a fast food restaurant.. we walked in. but then we realized it was a sit down restaurant so we spent uber amounts of money on lunch.... not really uber. but u know, just not what we expected to pay for food.
jumping up and down in an elevator is extremely fun... everyone should try it! haha.

i did it! i did it!! i finished my 3rd english unit!! woohoo!! i really can't believe i pulled it off.. im kinda scared though. there was this essay outline that im kinda iffy about. and i really hope they don't send my unit back or else i'd be screwed. and i hope i don't get some shit mark either or else i'll be really sad..... actually i'll be supersad.

im so tired now... and i still have tons of chem to do... hopefully skillicorn will be nice and let me take the midterm on monday instead. i hate school. argh. stressful stressful school.

everyone now knows of my psycho parents and the crazy dinner bell ringing.. and im embarrassed.... sigh... stupid dinner bell.

8 more days!!! MUAHAHA. see ya'll later!

moomoo moomoo bo boomoo
banana fanna fo foomoo
me my mo moomoo...
teehee. MOOMOO.
-that's for you!

so the blogging continues..... lol
thoughts just keep popping into my head.... and i just feel like writing them all down.
anyways.. jeff asked me if i wanted a job this summer... and he wants me to work with him at "city buick, pontiac, cadilac" hehe.
and he told me how i would be his driving buddy, and i get to sit next to him while we ship cars around.. and yet i'd still get paid... but no, i'd also have to drive cars around too.... but i'm thinking that's a pretty good job... because he told me how they often have breaks.... and it's good pay too!!
so im thinking i wanna do it....... my first real job..... hehehe.....
i just hope i don't do bad things to the cars.

who would have thought my stupidity or however i was staring at wilfred make steph laugh so hard that i thought she was going to stop breathing..... it was great. im glad i could make someones day by really doing nothing.......
then there was joyce with her little green puke bucket. oh man.. what a day.
and my grandma talking to me about sars and how everyone in hongkong looks so funny.
and then ang calling me that she'll kill me if she dies.

i can't believe im almost done....... i pulled it off..... wow.

it was so good to hear his voice again.. i miss him so much. he sounds wonderful! im so glad that he's healthy again. i remember the last time i spoke to him..... he sounded so different. this time around.... he reminded me of when i was 10, he came over.... and just started joking around. i miss his jokes. and it definitely brightened my day to hear him crack one....... and to speak english to me. sigh. i miss you. i want to see you soon.

on another note... i don't understand how something stupid can lead to something SUPER stupid. honestly........ get over it.

oh my god.. what a cutie!!! guess who this is.......

i just realized that i'm outta here in 2 weeks... it's crazy. it's weird because two years ago, i think i was super excited about leaving, and there was a bigger hype about the trip than i feel it about this year. i think it's because i'm just so super stressed out about university deadlines and everything. and everyone is getting university/college early acceptances... leaving for a week and a half is not going to do me any better. In another sense, i think it'll be good for me to get outta here for a while. to spend some time with people i don't often hang out with. i think i just need a break. maybe it'll be my stress reliever...sigh.

"When Will You Learn That I Got Feelings Too?
You'll Never Know Until It Happens To You.
Im Tired Of These Tears..... Falling Down My Face.
Im Tired Of Everything..... Being Taken For Granted"