dedicated to cousin k...

finally got my revised exam schedule today and will officially start winter break after 5pm on friday, *edit - thanks moops..* dec 16th. woo. although now i kinda wished i had 3 consecutive exams instead and never should have changed my exam schedule to begin with. the stupid registrar just bumped up my first exam to 5 hours, so it's now at 2pm instead of 7pm.. but the catch is that after i write the exam at 2, i have to stay in the office, supervised, not allowed to go anywhere aside from the bathroom, and wait til 7:10pm, after the 7pm exam starts so i don't go fucking telling everyone the answers to the exams. the won't even let me go buy food in the cafe so i have to bring dinner that doesnt need to be microwaved because they're not taking me to a microwave either!!!! first of all, i dont even have any friends so its fucking ridiculous. and second, good god, i dont wanna hang around school when i have 2 exams to write the next day.

i can't get myself to sleep earlier than 3am. and now i wake up at around noon. dammit. messed up sleep cycle.

i can't believe they cancelled reunion, and it's gonna be hella fucked because apparently it's only airing 13 episodes, and it was suppose to from from 1985-2005, with each year being an episode..... which means they'll end at 1998, and nooooooooo i want to find out how sam died..... BOOOOOOOOOO..

this weekend is the last weekend to go out before lockdown... sigh. school sucks.

50 things about me...
lol.. its my turn.

1. I tend to keep a lot of things to myself.
2. But then again, if i let things out, things turn out quite ugly.
3. I wonder what my life would be like if my family never moved from HK to Canada...
4. I also wonder what life would be like with a sibling.
5. I used to, still, and will always love BSB. hahahaha.
6. I've had dreams where i've met BSB and then wake up and actually check to see if my cd's have been autographed. oh me.
7. I love one tree hill, reunion, and OC.. oh, and CHAD.
8. I drive a car that constantly smells like crayons.
9. I didn't start wearing jeans until about grade 8. track suits were my best friend.
10. I was in ESL for 6 months in grade 1.
11. I stole from my momma's wallet in grade 1 to buy books from the scholastic book orders.
12. My chinese name is Wong Ka Lok. ???
13. I played competitive softball for 10 years.
14. My first CD purchase was muchdance 1997.
15. I hate being used.
16. I like to be clean.
17. I don't like to spend, unless i absolutely need it... or its on sale. haha. i guess you could call me cheap.
18. Sometimes i tend to follow the crowd, and I wish i could step up and make my own choices.
19. I used to be a lefty in baseball... but i didnt know right hand gloves existed.. so i learned to throw with my right.
20. There's a scar on my forehead from running into a piano chair when i was 2.
21. I'm an MSN addict.
22. I suffer from road rage when there's traffic jam.
23. I have never fallen in love.
24. I hate scary movies.
25. I need to have more confidence in myself.
26. I can't swim too well.
27. There are some people i wish i never lost touch with.
28. When i was younger, i wanted to become a piano teacher. hahaha.
29. Been to France, Thailand, Germany, Sweden, Ireland.. just to name a few.
30. Hated flying when I was younger... would always get sick when we land. Thank goodness for those motion sickness bags.
31. I used to draw really well, i dont know what happened.
32. i'm paranoid coming home late at night and that someone will shoot me... sigh.. malvern.
33. I won some chinese award in grade 4 chinese school! haha.
34. I lost my first tooth by falling off a bike in grade 1.
35. I have really poor blood circulation.
36. I like to drink hot water. yes, boiling hot water.
37. I wish i could be coordinated enough to play guitar and sing at the same time. its hard. :(
38. I think i've grown up a lot since highschool.
39. I love wearing hoodies.
40. I only like snow for the sake of skiing/snowboarding.
41. My baseball tan has finally disappeared.
42. I still sleep with my baby pillow.
43. Theres been a patch of light brown skin on my side since i was born
44. I hug my momma everyday.
45. I like to eavesdrop on peoples conversations during class.
46. I'm a compulsive UTSC intranet checker.
47. I function better at night than in the morning.
48. Sleep is my best friend.
49. I want this to be over.
50. luke says i'm china. the end.